I gave you things I wasn’t sure I even had.
You never get over it. But you get to where it doesn’t bother you so much.
My whole world as I know it will no longer be, it’ll only be nothing but mere memories of a time that once was….Everything I’ve known, everything I’m familiar with will soon crumble…and it’s entirely out of my control.
I’m bitter and mad….I’m sad and irrational….I’m scared and anxious.
If I could keep my world as it is with my bare two hands even if they become bruised and bloody, I would. All that just to keep my universe as it is. All that to keep it from not burning into the ground…not burning into ashes and dust…..Alas, with all my efforts…It is out of my hands and all I can do is just watch it fade away, crudely fade away.